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Hypnotherapy JOURNEYS WITHIN by Henry Leo Bolduc Chapter 13 PRETTY FLOWER MAKES HER APPEARANCE The secrets of the universe are not really secrets; they are simply unrecognized.* A new door was already opening in my life. I was still acting as guide for Daniel Clay as he gave the personal readings requested of us through Ageless Expressions. But Daniel was preparing to guide most of the sessions himself. He had long ago been told that the day would come when he would leave the "crutch" of hypnosis behind and move at will into the Hall of Records. Now, as this book is written, I no longer work regularly with Daniel, although we remain good friends; his wife reads him the questions people submit, and he continues to give personal readings through Ageless Expressions. As Daniel made this transition, another friend was reentering my life. I had met Eileen Rota-Wirtanen years before at The Adventure, my house in Massachusetts. In December of 1984 she was visiting Ann and me and asked for a reading from Daniel. She followed its suggestions, which had to do with certain health problems, and received much benefit. In January 1985, she visited us again. During this visit, she asked me if I would be willing to repeat the Cayce and Daniel procedure with her. I was not looking for new projects. I was busy with two manuscripts and the antiques business. But the question was in my mind: Could the experiment with Daniel be replicated, or was it a rarity? I had no doubt that Daniel and I had duplicated the Cayce experiment. Now I wondered if it could be done regularly with others. Cayce often said that everyone can do this work, but saying and doing are very different. Here was an opportunity to test Cayce's statement. Eileen and I had worked together off and on for 10 years. I had guided her through past life regressions and had made self-hypnosis cassette tapes for her and her family. I felt comfortable with the groundwork we had done. Also, she had conducted many of her own soul development projects like automatic writing, and she occasionally offered psychic readings through palmistry. She was not a novice in soul exploration. So I agreed to try the Cayce procedures with her, and on Jan. 20, 1985, we began. Eileen, my wife, and I retired to my office and the comfort of dim lighting and a recliner chair. We surrounded Eileen, in this and every subsequent session, with protection - white light and prayer - so we were confident that no unwanted energy would enter. After Eileen was in a trance and going to the Hall of Records, we all waited to hear what was going to be said. We waited. And we waited. Then, just as I was going to begin the return procedures, Eileen said a few words. Soon she started chanting. Then more release of tears. I closed the session, guiding her back down through the levels and through the wake-up procedure. It was a beginning: Not a session that offered any profound information, but neither did Daniel's early sessions. What was important was that Eileen felt an energy come through her and then leave again. That was important. Differences in the Channeling As each person is unique, so is each person's channeling. I had started the session by doing exactly what I had been doing with Daniel. Right from the start I realized what was happening with Eileen and Pretty Flower was very different from what had occurred with Daniel and The Eternals. Eileen worked at a very different pace from Daniel. I had to go much more slowly. She breathed very deeply and shook, but had little uncontrolled vibrating. There were tears, but tears of release and relief rather than of sadness. The most obvious difference was between the entities coming through. The Eternals are forceful, energetic, even macho. Pretty Flower is gentle, humorous, and nurturing. Her voice is always gentle and sweet and often the meter of her words is poetic. Participants in our groups tend to feel
peaceful and at one with themselves in her presence, just as they are stimulated
and challenged by The Eternals. Pretty Flower did not make her appearance
immediately. Several entities presented themselves at different times during
the first two sessions. Finally, one, a male, described himself as the
"bridge," and stated that he would not appear again. Then another entity,
a woman, came through.
In subsequent sessions I learned or relearned the techniques and procedures that facilitated Eileen's channeling. To do this - be a facilitator - my main tool is very careful listening. I am with the vessel as fully as I can be. During a session I note the expressions of voice, body, and vocabulary unique to that vessel and afterwards I study the tapes to become familiar with these expressions. I then use the vessel's own words wherever possible to give suggestions. In Eileen's case, she has told me that
some of the words that were most helpful and necessary were suggestions
about trust, healing energies, and gentle transference. Pretty Flower herself
had suggestions, often strong ones, about how I could modify my procedures.
For instance, to enable The Eternals to enter through Daniel, I always
took him through the Cayce levels (see Chapter 8). This became unneccessary
with Pretty Flower. She said, "This entry has been the easiest thus far
and I propose that in the future we might consider eliminating the levels
and simply enter."
What was happening, Eileen told me, was that she and Pretty Flower met and danced together, faster and faster each time, until it was as if they created a vortex. Then Pretty Flower came in as Eileen stepped aside. By following Pretty Flower's advice, and giving more time during their meetings, I was able to help Eileen let go more easily to let the channeling happen. After about 12 sessions we had fine tuned our method for accessing Pretty Flower. These are the suggestions we used.
The Gatherings Begin At the beginning of a few sessions Pretty
Flower said that there were other beings or soul energies besides herself
who wished to speak through the vessel. "We are crowded in here," she complained.
I responded, "Although there are many energies and entities who have much
valid information to be spoken and to be shared... only one can speak at
a time. Therefore it is our choice and our desire that only the spirit
of Pretty Flower speak to us now."
As you will see in the transcripts, Pretty Flower chanted often. These chants were remarkable. Each one was different. Some were soft and elongated, some high and piercing, some low and guttural. They were often accompanied by hand and body movements; Eileen says sometimes her whole body vibrated with the sound. The Exiting Process The exiting process is similar to the process of entering, but in reverse. Pretty Flower puts the reclining chair back into a more horizontal position and breathes a deep sigh. Through the many sessions she has explained that in exiting she goes to a different vibration - one other than Pretty Flower. The exiting is easier in this manner. At the end of many sessions there seemed not to be a full closing of the crown or topmost chakra. Eileen was back, but had not yet fully awakened, and she gestured in a fretful way with her hand to her forehead. This is another kind of situation in which my experience and attention to the vessel are important, for Eileen could not seem to speak to say if something was wrong. Guessing the cause of the trouble, I went to her, placed my hands on her forehead, and said the words, "Closing the crown chakra now - allowing the crown chakra to close...." This action seemed to be effective in the balancing of energy and in closing. Later on, Pretty Flower herself directed that the crown chakra remain open, and Eileen reports that it does, with a sensation she describes as a continuous, slight, mentholated tingling, a sensation that increases during meditation or during sessions, and descreases during other daily activities. She says, "The Blue Flame sits atop my head always." Other than that there was almost never any physical contact with the vessel throughout the sessions. In fact, I am careful to monitor a group to see that no individual comes even in close proximity to the vessel to disrupt her energy or aura field. Here is the exiting process that I used
with Pretty Flower and Eileen.
*The quotations at the beginning of each chapter now are from Pretty Flower. |
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